Long weeks of holidays, Valentine's day received flower from baby. So touched. My 1st time, haha ! I bought a French Connection watch for baby, hehe. Hopefully he lyk the watch oh. Been slping late and waking up EARLY !!! SO TIRED AND SHAG ! OMG ! Yawns, Gambling since chu 1 - chu 4. Chu 5 watch movie and lan. hahaha ! Slp at 5+ am and wake up at 8+ am, WTF?! So tiring, today baby going for BBQ, I'm home tdy alone :'( Dont like to be alone. Dun like :( But the BBQ is compolsary de. So I endure, hope he dun late late come home o. Arbo i sure cannot slp de. Weet, me and baby going 9months Anniversary le. Few more days. Soon, will be our 1 year anniversary. Hoho, Got 3 more months for me to crack my brain cells wad to gif him. HAHA !!! So nervous, 3weeks more to my TP. 12 March 2010, hopefully can passed so i can OFFICIALLY drive !!! Hoho. This year i'm going 21 le. But I dont dare to look forward to my birthday, I scare history will repeat. Some of you should know what happen eventually last year. You may see me smile happily everyday but in my heart are still shattered. I tried hard to build up my confidence, but I'm still failed. Hais, how i hope i can brainwashed myself and forget all the unhappy things. :(
Hope baby will love me more n more each days, and more bear bear in my bed :P
♥ I LOVE YOU BABY ♥
