Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Recently, Baby treat me so good oh. He bring me to bus-stop. Fetch me back from work. Baby reali treat me so good ooo. But den y suddenly treat me so good? At least tell me y, if not i will wry. So sweet~ Oh ya, baby sat gg for scouts de hike o. So will left me alone at home. :'( Alonely~~~ Nvm lo, let him go lo. If not, he will say "Last time i nvr kana tie til so tight, now kana tie" hais, I wher got tie. If i tie, will i let you go drinking wit ur campmate tt day? Did i fan-ing you go home ma? You alway make my heart break. Alway misunderstanding me. Hais. Ytd baby clean up e room ohh. Clap Clap~ Praise Praise~ Weet, we are gg tgt for 6mths le. Waiting for your msg~ hehe~ Cheeky cheeky! You sure forget de. So i wun remind you. hehe. Yawns. So tired.Love ya~
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday baby din go for his scouts hike. So, we went to watch 2012 at yishun. hehe. Went back home watch Hot shot. watch till midnight. so shag. Sun, have to acc baby go beach road buy his thing. Omg, so tired. sleepy leh. Continue, reach home. Fold baby smart 4 and do sewing on his clothes. Omg, Sew 1 smart 4 i redo 4 times. Coz so ugly den i keep redo. Den keep poke till my finger. Pain Pain~~~ Sob! No skill de. T.T Been eating cup noodles for about 2-3weeks + Maggie mee. hehehehe. I just bought 6 cup de noodles back to office. :D Different favour. LOL! Yawns. I so slpy. Headache~
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I nvr mention i'm unhappy at all lo. Why alway thing come so sudden? Why alway so last mins? Last sat you went out. This sat you oso have to went out. This time is thru e night? WT!!! Den i alone at home again. I more and more hate you. I hate you to the core!!! I wun wan to tok to you anymore. I simply hate you. You wun understand how i feel. I HATE YOU!!!
I HATE YOU!!!Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I'm not a venting anger machine, i do have my feeling. Whenever you bad mood, you will intend to vent at me. Whenever you are sick, you will vent at me. Whatever i do, i say, you will alway vent at me. what i can do is, swallow swallow swallow. Do you noe how hurt when u vent at me? Do you noe whenever u scold me, my heart start to shake. I will wondering isit my previous life i owe you. You got temper doesnt mean i got no temper. Dont ever step on my tail. AND DUN TREAT ME LIKE UR SALVE AND IM NOT YOUR SUBSTITUTE!!! I'm a human. Please spare a thought on me pls.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sat 16/11/09 - Went to St.James DF with Jasmine and Eileen. Eileen left at abt 12am and left me and JAsmine. Jasmine and I drink and drink at DF till saw junhui and junhui fren eric. After drinking few cup, We went PH dancing. Damn sickening!!! Those guy keep grindin and grindin! WTF? Jasmine and myself just slam their hand and turn and look at them fiercely. THEY RUN?!? OMG!!! So dance dance dance. Shake Shake Shake. Tiring?! went back to DF. WTF?! Our liquor half portion gone. OH! It's was sitting beside us de guy drink it! Of coz, we din sua so easily. End up they return half bottle back to us. Hehe. Is after ki-ing lo. Lucky no red alert! Arbo kana banned!!! Went back home at abt 4am +, phewwww. reach earlier den sweetheart. MIRACLE!!! Sweetheart not returning home in da mornin. But reach home at abt 4am+++. LOL!!! But baby come back so drunk and he's headache. I myself oso abit seh le, wouldnt take care him much. Hehe. So after that i fall aslp. *ZzZ*I only can act strong infront of him. I stay cheerful infront him but my heart is crying. I like to stay in the rain so that he wun noe i'm crying. I'll stay and hold on to you until e day you wanna leave me. I do not know are you seriously love me? But i can tel you that, After so many thing happen. I'm still loving u. I'm trying hard to put everything behind me. But it's hard. Whenever i see you, I will recall everything. Can advise me wad am i gg to do?
Friday, November 13, 2009
I FKING HATE LIAR!!! LIE MORE MAY YOUR MOUTH BE ROTTEN, TONGUE GET CUT AND NUA!!! YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT ASKING FORGIVEN AND FORGET!!! I WILL RMB TILL I DIE. I HATE YOU. LASTLY, I WUN TRUST YOU ANYMORE!!! THANKS ME GIVEN YOU MY TRUST. NOW, I WUN TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
WOW!!! So long no blog le. LOL! busy busy busy. No time to audi oso ohh. Past few days, let start with fri 30 Oct 09. Pay in le, so went to usual place at BQ - Qi Li Xiang. Invited, Jasmine, Houson, Gwen, Benlong of coz me and sweetheart. I overheard benlong and sweetheart conversation. Tt lady is looking for him again. Hais. My heart start to shatter again. I having unstable emotional again! She keep contacting sweetheart T.T I dunno my choice is correct or wrong? I noe sweetheart still unable to forget her. what to do? How i wish i can have a brainwash and forget who am i. And wad does she want from him? ROARRR!!! wad i can do is to numb myself from doing work that y i jump to sales. I'm stressing myself from work. I do not wan to think so much. I might afraid i will go wild again! If she still carry on contacting him this way, I dunno wad will i do. Although sweetheart screen her number. But she still have her way of looking up for him. Hais. Am i reali a extra? I do not noe sweetheart is followin his heart or followin his mind. If his heart still have her exisiting. Wad shld i do? Even i ask him, will he tell me the truth? I doubt so. Why does love alway hurt! Love is alway so hurting!!!
