Thursday, December 3, 2009
Me to you, my heart is getting dead. You will nvr ever understand how I feel. I wont bother about your thing anymore. I have given up. I'm getting tired and tired. Reali getting more tired. How i hope i can just slp peacefully and nvr wake up. All thing are so stressful. No one can understand my situation my feeling. Even the one I love most, dun understand too. You will only noe how to eat, drink, play and enjoy. Nth trouble you. Ur life is so carefree. Your mindset is, I'm your backup. You got no worries! BUT I DO!!! Please put urself in my shoe and think. I din blame you at all, but wad i need is please at least show some concern and not by just keep on drink drink drink spent spent spent. If this still carry on this way, dont regret! I mean wad i say. I'm getting more n more annoyed. Wad i think is, you onli do wadeva you wan and not sparing any feeling on me. I already have big ass debt le. I'm frustrating, stress!!! Why not, you take a knife and dig out my heart? I do not know, isit in my past life, i do owe guy. Why my life now have to serve guy? Just be'coz im a gal? Why why why? Can u tel me WHY!?!?!
