Wednesday, November 4, 2009
WOW!!! So long no blog le. LOL! busy busy busy. No time to audi oso ohh. Past few days, let start with fri 30 Oct 09. Pay in le, so went to usual place at BQ - Qi Li Xiang. Invited, Jasmine, Houson, Gwen, Benlong of coz me and sweetheart. I overheard benlong and sweetheart conversation. Tt lady is looking for him again. Hais. My heart start to shatter again. I having unstable emotional again! She keep contacting sweetheart T.T I dunno my choice is correct or wrong? I noe sweetheart still unable to forget her. what to do? How i wish i can have a brainwash and forget who am i. And wad does she want from him? ROARRR!!! wad i can do is to numb myself from doing work that y i jump to sales. I'm stressing myself from work. I do not wan to think so much. I might afraid i will go wild again! If she still carry on contacting him this way, I dunno wad will i do. Although sweetheart screen her number. But she still have her way of looking up for him. Hais. Am i reali a extra? I do not noe sweetheart is followin his heart or followin his mind. If his heart still have her exisiting. Wad shld i do? Even i ask him, will he tell me the truth? I doubt so. Why does love alway hurt! Love is alway so hurting!!!
