Sat 16/11/09 - Went to St.James DF with Jasmine and Eileen. Eileen left at abt 12am and left me and JAsmine. Jasmine and I drink and drink at DF till saw junhui and junhui fren eric. After drinking few cup, We went PH dancing. Damn sickening!!! Those guy keep grindin and grindin! WTF? Jasmine and myself just slam their hand and turn and look at them fiercely. THEY RUN?!? OMG!!! So dance dance dance. Shake Shake Shake. Tiring?! went back to DF. WTF?! Our liquor half portion gone. OH! It's was sitting beside us de guy drink it! Of coz, we din sua so easily. End up they return half bottle back to us. Hehe. Is after ki-ing lo. Lucky no red alert! Arbo kana banned!!! Went back home at abt 4am +, phewwww. reach earlier den sweetheart. MIRACLE!!! Sweetheart not returning home in da mornin. But reach home at abt 4am+++. LOL!!! But baby come back so drunk and he's headache. I myself oso abit seh le, wouldnt take care him much. Hehe. So after that i fall aslp. *ZzZ*
I only can act strong infront of him. I stay cheerful infront him but my heart is crying. I like to stay in the rain so that he wun noe i'm crying. I'll stay and hold on to you until e day you wanna leave me. I do not know are you seriously love me? But i can tel you that, After so many thing happen. I'm still loving u. I'm trying hard to put everything behind me. But it's hard. Whenever i see you, I will recall everything. Can advise me wad am i gg to do?
