Baby tml going field camp till next thursday come back T.T 6days cannot see him wor. ;wild. Yawns, so tired recently. Din slp well at night. Baby told me not to eat anymore medicine, if not he will report to police. LOL! I ask him, u bear to report. He told me YES! OMG. So cruel. But i dun think i will do it again le ba ><" Hope to forget those sad , unhappy thing. I'm tryin hard oh. How i hope both of us can go back to e life we use to have. Can we really go back? Previously i was so depress and sad, and i was thinkin. If i reali love him, i shld let him go rites? I told him, he ask me dun run away. Wait for him come back tok. But den hor, he went for drinkin den came back home late and nvr tok to me? LOL?! It's time for me to see openly le ba. I'm not sure whether are we still struggling or not? BUT i tink let nature take it course ba. Is mine mean mine. Strange thing i keep thinkin? He suddenly put security code for his hp leh. Haha. But i trust him, he nvr do anything dui bu qi me de. My mind nvr go wild wild le. If i love him, I shld trust him de. :D If he wan show me his phone, he will auto show me de ba. So it's ok ^.^ Sadly is, i tear off e photo that i hang on e window. Shld i reprint it? and put back? Humpt. Alright, i shall stop here 1st. Tata~
