Story That Never Ends

2010-08-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

IM QUITTING SMOKING!!! HOHO. GOOD NEWS! But my darling so bad, keep tempt me to smoke. Still threaten me, if i dont smoke he oso dont. zzz! where got lyk tt 1? So today i smoke 3 sticks in total :D So angry! my dog bite my lappy, some pad came out. Got to bring for repair :( Recently so headache. SHAG!!! OHHHH, my bdae is coming, 1 more mth. exactly! Not opening chalet but see how it's goes ba, otherwise will go clubbing ba. hehe xD Today i took MC go TTSH wit baby, baby went for blood test and smt happen :O Cannot say if not he will angry de :( But I realii scared at that point of time x.x But now ok le :) Took train home, bloody shag la. Know waD? From Novena -> Bishan -> Serangoon -> SengKang. Is lyk WTF?! So tiring sia! Change so many trains, chng till @.@ ! OHHH! I have moved out my Hougang home le, now stayin at SengKang till to some problem with my family x.x Over here, is so relaxing. nth to wry so much. TSK! Gonna earn lotsa money, but my problem will be haunting me soon. T.T Not sure wad will happen next, but im sure. I will go in 1? Will my baby wait for me? NOT SURE AT ALL?! Even if he dont, Nvm. At least I noe he have found his happiness >.<>

2010-07-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

So long since updating my blog :x So busy nowadays, Laughs! Ok, Finally I got my Driving Licence. Can drive xD haha! Recently feel so down lo. Things happen all the sudden. T.T Anyway, I have left Terra. No longer there. HAHA!!! This few days so down, dunno wad exactly happen to me. Few days keep quarrel with baby oh, still wan to leave. But cnt bear, he have the right to keep his past memories. BUT I dont lyk it at all. Really interruptin me lo. So fine, he wan keep den keep ba. say le both of us oso will quarrel, do wadeva he wan to do ba. I wun care so much le. He wanna keep those memories, let him be. New life shld have new memories, yet he wanna keep it. ALright den. Let it be ba. I tink 1 day i will really go crazy. Hais. dunwan to say le. Forget it den. Goodbye~

2010-03-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

So long din update my blog le. Sooooooo, am updating it !!! Hoho, Bought a dog 2 weeks ago. Her name Reila (: She's our precious. Me n baby dote her alot oh. Give her the best thing she ever had. :P Although she quite playful and naughty at times, but we still love her. Somehow, her bdae is 27/10 which is the date not e month is me n baby anniversary.Tml is me and baby 10 month anniversary, just a blink blink 10 month le. :) hoho. Love him so much.

2010-02-18T19:15:00.001-08:00

Long weeks of holidays, Valentine's day received flower from baby. So touched. My 1st time, haha ! I bought a French Connection watch for baby, hehe. Hopefully he lyk the watch oh. Been slping late and waking up EARLY !!! SO TIRED AND SHAG ! OMG ! Yawns, Gambling since chu 1 - chu 4. Chu 5 watch movie and lan. hahaha ! Slp at 5+ am and wake up at 8+ am, WTF?! So tiring, today baby going for BBQ, I'm home tdy alone :'( Dont like to be alone. Dun like :( But the BBQ is compolsary de. So I endure, hope he dun late late come home o. Arbo i sure cannot slp de. Weet, me and baby going 9months Anniversary le. Few more days. Soon, will be our 1 year anniversary. Hoho, Got 3 more months for me to crack my brain cells wad to gif him. HAHA !!! So nervous, 3weeks more to my TP. 12 March 2010, hopefully can passed so i can OFFICIALLY drive !!! Hoho. This year i'm going 21 le. But I dont dare to look forward to my birthday, I scare history will repeat. Some of you should know what happen eventually last year. You may see me smile happily everyday but in my heart are still shattered. I tried hard to build up my confidence, but I'm still failed. Hais, how i hope i can brainwashed myself and forget all the unhappy things. :(
Hope baby will love me more n more each days, and more bear bear in my bed :P

♥ I LOVE YOU BABY ♥

2010-01-21T05:58:00.000-08:00

I nvr even shown out any temper. You alway the 1 say i show out? Ya! I unreasonable. Den u got reason? Alright. Since i'm lyk horn in ur eyes. I will leave right now. So no 1 will make u angry liao lo. Take care lo. I tryin hard yet u alway say i'm e 1 start. I'll leave right infront of u.

2010-01-19T18:32:00.000-08:00

Sweetheart, I'm sorry :'( Recently lyk keep quarrel. Dunno what happen oso. I dun lyk e feeling. I dun lyk to quarrel :'( Mayb u are right lo, I am e 1 alway start. But sometime e way u tok i oso angry. U wun understand de. Sometime u see me smile, doesnt mean im happy. Sometime i got to hide my own feeling jus for? Not to quarrel. Until i Bth le, den i start to show it out. Im tryin hard to chng my temper. Am tryin reali hard now ! Pls gif me some tym, im sure i can be a gentle gal :) Same goes to u, U mus chng oso oh ! Muacks. Love u more n more each day :)

2010-01-07T18:18:00.000-08:00

Wow, It's been such a long time since i last blog. Alright, I have wonderful celebration with my beloved baby and my girlfriends. Enjoyable. FUN!
Recently dunno what happen to me. Baby say I more n more xiao qi. Abit jiu angry le. OMG lo! For my sake and Happiness, I ctrl ba :p hehehe. Baby alreali given to me alot le oh. But i cnt directly thanks him, if not he will climb to my head oh. He very clever de hor :p OHHHHH! Valentine is coming next mth :p everytime i tok to baby abt valentine, he will avoid me de lo. Den chng topic. Hais. I doubt I have any valentine this year :( So envy those couple, go for candle light dinner, with bouquet of flower. So romantic. My biggest wish for Valentine Day is I want to received flower. No candle light dinner i dun mind! hehehe :p But wait long long lo, want receive flower? DREAM ON LO! Inside my dream oso dun hae de. but nvm lo, as long as baby by my side, I'm alreali contented. hehehe. <3

Baby, Love you so much.

MUACKS!

2009-12-29T22:18:00.000-08:00

SOB!!! SOB!!! My fav shoe spoil. The heel curve inside. Tt day baby wear, i tot nth happen. No wonder i wear liao keep having inbalance. :'( I oso nvr blame u say cfm is u wad. Den everytime vent at me. What am i sia? From now onward i wun wan to tok to u anymore. I wun cook any food for u anymore. Like take thing for granted, even a thanks oso dun hae. No money oso buy ur fav food for u.

YOU DONT APPRECIATE MY KINDNESS AT ALL!!!

Hate you!

2009-12-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

Baby dun love me! He love his RTG. He dun care abt me le. He onli care for his RTG. I so sad. Today our 7mth. He oso forgot. His mind all RTG RTG RTG RTG RTG!!! I hate you Kennedy Chan!!! I wun forgive u anymore. Got RTG jiu dunwan me le. Everything oso gif RTG e best. U stingy. STINGY!!! Alway find RTG e best thing. You nvr gif me e BEST! Alway pei ur RTG, care so much RTG. I HATE YOU!!! Go and marry your RTG! Ask RTG be ur wife lo~~~ U baddy!!!

2009-12-10T20:31:00.000-08:00

Nth much to update, ytd went to Dbl O. 1st tym so seh, din seh for such a long time. WOW! Baby come fetch me home and send Jasmine home. HAHA!!! We was super seh ytd. But shiok! Shake shake shake. OMG! Baby tml got duty, SAD!!! No enjoyment!!! Tot of bring him go drink, but no chance le. Maybe go with fren le lo~ Haiss. Yawns! Now feeling so seh and stone, totally blank brain. Brain is turning. HAHA!!! So sleepy~~~

2009-12-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

Me to you, my heart is getting dead. You will nvr ever understand how I feel. I wont bother about your thing anymore. I have given up. I'm getting tired and tired. Reali getting more tired. How i hope i can just slp peacefully and nvr wake up. All thing are so stressful. No one can understand my situation my feeling. Even the one I love most, dun understand too. You will only noe how to eat, drink, play and enjoy. Nth trouble you. Ur life is so carefree. Your mindset is, I'm your backup. You got no worries! BUT I DO!!! Please put urself in my shoe and think. I din blame you at all, but wad i need is please at least show some concern and not by just keep on drink drink drink spent spent spent. If this still carry on this way, dont regret! I mean wad i say. I'm getting more n more annoyed. Wad i think is, you onli do wadeva you wan and not sparing any feeling on me. I already have big ass debt le. I'm frustrating, stress!!! Why not, you take a knife and dig out my heart? I do not know, isit in my past life, i do owe guy. Why my life now have to serve guy? Just be'coz im a gal? Why why why? Can u tel me WHY!?!?!

2009-11-25T19:14:00.000-08:00

Recently, Baby treat me so good oh. He bring me to bus-stop. Fetch me back from work. Baby reali treat me so good ooo. But den y suddenly treat me so good? At least tell me y, if not i will wry. So sweet~ Oh ya, baby sat gg for scouts de hike o. So will left me alone at home. :'( Alonely~~~ Nvm lo, let him go lo. If not, he will say "Last time i nvr kana tie til so tight, now kana tie" hais, I wher got tie. If i tie, will i let you go drinking wit ur campmate tt day? Did i fan-ing you go home ma? You alway make my heart break. Alway misunderstanding me. Hais. Ytd baby clean up e room ohh. Clap Clap~ Praise Praise~ Weet, we are gg tgt for 6mths le. Waiting for your msg~ hehe~ Cheeky cheeky! You sure forget de. So i wun remind you. hehe. Yawns. So tired.

Love ya~

2009-11-22T22:16:00.000-08:00

Saturday baby din go for his scouts hike. So, we went to watch 2012 at yishun. hehe. Went back home watch Hot shot. watch till midnight. so shag. Sun, have to acc baby go beach road buy his thing. Omg, so tired. sleepy leh. Continue, reach home. Fold baby smart 4 and do sewing on his clothes. Omg, Sew 1 smart 4 i redo 4 times. Coz so ugly den i keep redo. Den keep poke till my finger. Pain Pain~~~ Sob! No skill de. T.T Been eating cup noodles for about 2-3weeks + Maggie mee. hehehehe. I just bought 6 cup de noodles back to office. :D Different favour. LOL! Yawns. I so slpy. Headache~

2009-11-18T23:05:00.000-08:00

I nvr mention i'm unhappy at all lo. Why alway thing come so sudden? Why alway so last mins? Last sat you went out. This sat you oso have to went out. This time is thru e night? WT!!! Den i alone at home again. I more and more hate you. I hate you to the core!!! I wun wan to tok to you anymore. I simply hate you. You wun understand how i feel. I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

2009-11-17T21:56:00.000-08:00

I'm not a venting anger machine, i do have my feeling. Whenever you bad mood, you will intend to vent at me. Whenever you are sick, you will vent at me. Whatever i do, i say, you will alway vent at me. what i can do is, swallow swallow swallow. Do you noe how hurt when u vent at me? Do you noe whenever u scold me, my heart start to shake. I will wondering isit my previous life i owe you. You got temper doesnt mean i got no temper. Dont ever step on my tail. AND DUN TREAT ME LIKE UR SALVE AND IM NOT YOUR SUBSTITUTE!!! I'm a human. Please spare a thought on me pls.

2009-11-15T19:11:00.000-08:00

Sat 16/11/09 - Went to St.James DF with Jasmine and Eileen. Eileen left at abt 12am and left me and JAsmine. Jasmine and I drink and drink at DF till saw junhui and junhui fren eric. After drinking few cup, We went PH dancing. Damn sickening!!! Those guy keep grindin and grindin! WTF? Jasmine and myself just slam their hand and turn and look at them fiercely. THEY RUN?!? OMG!!! So dance dance dance. Shake Shake Shake. Tiring?! went back to DF. WTF?! Our liquor half portion gone. OH! It's was sitting beside us de guy drink it! Of coz, we din sua so easily. End up they return half bottle back to us. Hehe. Is after ki-ing lo. Lucky no red alert! Arbo kana banned!!! Went back home at abt 4am +, phewwww. reach earlier den sweetheart. MIRACLE!!! Sweetheart not returning home in da mornin. But reach home at abt 4am+++. LOL!!! But baby come back so drunk and he's headache. I myself oso abit seh le, wouldnt take care him much. Hehe. So after that i fall aslp. *ZzZ*

I only can act strong infront of him. I stay cheerful infront him but my heart is crying. I like to stay in the rain so that he wun noe i'm crying. I'll stay and hold on to you until e day you wanna leave me. I do not know are you seriously love me? But i can tel you that, After so many thing happen. I'm still loving u. I'm trying hard to put everything behind me. But it's hard. Whenever i see you, I will recall everything. Can advise me wad am i gg to do?

2009-11-13T01:35:00.000-08:00

I FKING HATE LIAR!!! LIE MORE MAY YOUR MOUTH BE ROTTEN, TONGUE GET CUT AND NUA!!! YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT ASKING FORGIVEN AND FORGET!!! I WILL RMB TILL I DIE. I HATE YOU. LASTLY, I WUN TRUST YOU ANYMORE!!! THANKS ME GIVEN YOU MY TRUST. NOW, I WUN TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!!

2009-11-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

WOW!!! So long no blog le. LOL! busy busy busy. No time to audi oso ohh. Past few days, let start with fri 30 Oct 09. Pay in le, so went to usual place at BQ - Qi Li Xiang. Invited, Jasmine, Houson, Gwen, Benlong of coz me and sweetheart. I overheard benlong and sweetheart conversation. Tt lady is looking for him again. Hais. My heart start to shatter again. I having unstable emotional again! She keep contacting sweetheart T.T I dunno my choice is correct or wrong? I noe sweetheart still unable to forget her. what to do? How i wish i can have a brainwash and forget who am i. And wad does she want from him? ROARRR!!! wad i can do is to numb myself from doing work that y i jump to sales. I'm stressing myself from work. I do not wan to think so much. I might afraid i will go wild again! If she still carry on contacting him this way, I dunno wad will i do. Although sweetheart screen her number. But she still have her way of looking up for him. Hais. Am i reali a extra? I do not noe sweetheart is followin his heart or followin his mind. If his heart still have her exisiting. Wad shld i do? Even i ask him, will he tell me the truth? I doubt so. Why does love alway hurt! Love is alway so hurting!!!

2009-10-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

Sweetheart finally bring me out again! Happy :) He wait for me after work, i was late 15mins Opps. Coz teaching new staff admin thingy. We went tgt to take car :D At night, mit up Ben long at his camp. Fetch him home to bath den go out. Followby, heading down to bugis to mit jasmine. Den baby 2 more fren joining us. So baby bought me n jasmine to parklane to play pool 1st. While he went back to seng kang to fetch hou sheng and derek.
At parklane, the place was so hot. Den i play till all sweat and pek cek. So stop. Went to play arcade game. Den go out to smoke. Baby reach le. But jasmine hungry wanna eat. So we tel them we go in to order Mac. They park e car ok le. Came in look for us. Den while jasmine is eating. Baby and his fren went to play pool. When jasmine eat finish, we tot that they will be playin pool for long. So we decided to open 1 table. This is how me and baby quarrel ><
When me and jasmine was playin half way, they close e table. I do not wad is happenin oso. Baby jus leave and din inform me wher he be going. Few mins, he came back wit black face. I was wonderin wad is happening. He din tel me. In e end, he say he go out find his fren 1st. We finish playin call him. Den i msg him says, if he is unhappy, i can go home myself. Den he reply and i reply. In e end, both side was unhappy.
So, me and jasmine decided to close e table and went out to find them. He still give e black face. As i do not noe that, they play pool is jus to wait for us finish eating. Coz baby told me he going to play pool. So i reali dunno. While in e car, i cried. I was wondering y alway quarrel de. Inside e car, we heading to BQ to drink.
Reaching BQ, alighting from the car. I wanna take a new pack of cig. I do not know e cig is wit baby. And i do not noe he was tokin to me sayin e cig is wit him. So i close up e door. When he alight. He bang e door. Walk few steps, he started to shout at me in front of his fren. I was so shocked! This is e 1st tym he shouted at me infront of his fren. I was so shame at that point of tym. So i burst out, i cried and scream back to him. Alright, as im up to my anger. i left and walk away with my tear on. I was so sad. Baby chase up me. I kept crying. I wanna dash out of the place to e road. He hold on to me. I calm down and we tok. Den walk back to his car there and i do my make up. My eye lashes drop coz i cry. So shame shame.
Finishing, we went to sake pub to drink. The next table "uncle" treat us total 2 jugs of beer and we order another 1 jugs ourself. So over there, We was drink, drank and drunk. HAHA!!! Went back home at abt 6.30am. And reach home at about 7.30am. I still got to work at 9am. So went home, chng w/o removing makeup and take a short nap. 8.30am wake up wash up, bath, remove make up and off to work. Baby lyk pig, slpslpslp. So i walk to office myself :D He tot i wun get up to work. I'm sorry baby, I disappoint you. In fact! I went to work. HAHAHAHA!!! Cannot imagine, i drink so much, yet i stil can up to work. HEHE!!! POWER RIGHT?!
Tonight going to night safari :p Will upload some picture and some news. Tata~

2009-10-20T01:19:00.000-07:00

;yay, sweetheart comin back tml night. I miss sweetheart. B4 he went to field camp. He told me that he went for air force dinner. ok. i trust him. End up abt a week. I den found out that he not gg for air force dinner. He went to plaza singapura watch movie and went st james powerhouse. HAIS!!! I build up my courage to trust him. But den he bluff me. At tt tym, i was quite sad de. I onli wan him to explain to me. Den i be fine le. He keep apologise. I forgive him oh. I noe he lie to me mayb got his reason de ba. He promise me hor, he decided to treat me good and wun hurt me again le. I'm happy to hear that oh. That's y i nvr depress le oh. Coz i dunwan him wry le. Hehe. Now i will forgive and forget le oh. HAHA!!! Cnt wait to see sweetheart tml. Havin sleepless night for few days, coz dun hae his smell smell. hahahaa! SWEETHEART, FASTER BACK HOME. I'M MISSING YOU NOW!!!

2009-10-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

Missing my sweetheart badly :'( So mani days nvr see him le. Sad. He went field camp. Today 2nd day. Sob. He say, he gettin sick there. OMG. Den e sun sun so hot for him. OMG!!! So worry abt him leh. Sob. Miss him till cnt slp at night. Sob. SweetHeart, Faster come back. I misses u badly :(

2009-10-15T20:32:00.000-07:00

Baby tml going field camp till next thursday come back T.T 6days cannot see him wor. ;wild. Yawns, so tired recently. Din slp well at night. Baby told me not to eat anymore medicine, if not he will report to police. LOL! I ask him, u bear to report. He told me YES! OMG. So cruel. But i dun think i will do it again le ba ><" Hope to forget those sad , unhappy thing. I'm tryin hard oh. How i hope both of us can go back to e life we use to have. Can we really go back? Previously i was so depress and sad, and i was thinkin. If i reali love him, i shld let him go rites? I told him, he ask me dun run away. Wait for him come back tok. But den hor, he went for drinkin den came back home late and nvr tok to me? LOL?! It's time for me to see openly le ba. I'm not sure whether are we still struggling or not? BUT i tink let nature take it course ba. Is mine mean mine. Strange thing i keep thinkin? He suddenly put security code for his hp leh. Haha. But i trust him, he nvr do anything dui bu qi me de. My mind nvr go wild wild le. If i love him, I shld trust him de. :D If he wan show me his phone, he will auto show me de ba. So it's ok ^.^ Sadly is, i tear off e photo that i hang on e window. Shld i reprint it? and put back? Humpt. Alright, i shall stop here 1st. Tata~

2009-10-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

I feel so hurt. I nvr feel so hurt before. I'm tryin my best to retain this relationship, yet i fail. I got no more hope anymore. I'm just a hopeless gal now. To numb myself, i cut myself, i eat medicine. Ytd i wish i can just leave e world. So i wun be so hurtful. I ate nearly 100 tablet. I whole body no strength at all. I tot i was dying. How i wish i can jus die. Seriously no more hope between us. I'm trying hard. End up, Failed! You told me, u will try your best? Isn't this previously u say it to me? Yes, I believe. In e end, wad i get? Even now I dun even trust myself anymore. You are not e one who is hurting me. I'm e one who wan to hurt myself. It's not ur fault. dun blame urself ba. Blame on my stupidness ba. I noe u now tgt wit me coz u scare u leave me, i will commit suicide? If that e case, i rather u leave me. I dunwan you to kelian me. Kelian me den tgt wit me? I dunwan. I lost all e hope i put in. All gone to waste. What i can do is to numb myself. I lost my way. Who can lead me out of the darkness? I'm totally live in darkness. I see no brightness. Who can brighten up my live again? WHOWHOWHO?! I love a guy wholeheartedly, i did my best. I reali did my best. I got no appetite to eat anything. I lost all my emotion. I got no more emotion. There no more laughter in myself anymore. I got no more laughter. Let me live in darkness forever.
My heart now seriously injured, hurt, dead and broken. I nowhere to turn to. What thing can really numb myself? What thing can commit suicide? Just want to end my life, I dunwan to live in this world anymore. I have enough. I scare to face e answer. I just need someone to love me and care for me. Isit very difficult?

2009-10-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

HAHA!!! I have deleted e song lyric le. If not someone will be reminded by someone :D Hoho. Recently go work den back home. Din go much places lo. E movie tt me n hubby wanting to watch is OUT!!! So hubby tel me, e next day go watch. Hehe. Hoho!!! Tml is Sat le. I got no plan yet :D My fren they all, all jio me go clubbin. Den i ask hubby permission, HE SAY CAN GO!!! Where got bf allow their gf to go club de? If e gf kana grind by those guy there how? He say dun drink too much can le. OMG!!! He gif me those reply. Isit he dun love me le ma? Recently, msg gif me those reply. "Hahaha okay", "ok" diao. Lyk tt i dunno wad to msg le leh. I got no more idea. Alway i find idea out to msg de. Lyk tt we are driftin apart :( I dunwan leh. Sob. I mus reali find topic to talk le. Somemore. Recently i got those weird weird feelin. I being followed! I reali nvr think so much leh. My fren told me, he is back le. Walao. Is he following me? I reali feel uneasy lo. ><" No one believe me de. Sob T.T Nvm, i dunwan anything happen can liao. I'm scare of once. I dunwan it twice. I Hate e feelin lo. I will be crazy if happen again. Sob. Dont think too much le ba. :) Oh ya, ytd audi LP. Haha. Freesia Ring le. Gonna post pic up that i edited :)

Aster Ring on 16th September 2009

Freesia Ring on 8th October 2009

Ok! Enough of my rubbish. Shall update tml programme photo :DD Tata!

2009-10-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

To all my friends, thanks for all the concern. I'm kinda fine now. Trying to see openly le. But of cause, e wound is still there. Hoping will heal up. I noe u all say me i'm a fool, shldn't hae to be wit him. Pls la, once u put in effort in e relationship, how can u all say put down mean put down de. I also not a playgirl. -.- How can gif up mean gif up de. Hais. I noe u all ask me leave him, coz e ans is there sayin no future, no xinfu. Hais. I oso noe it. But doesnt matter. I will try to make him love me wholeheartedly. If i fail to, Den i shall leave him automatically and i shall MIA too. T.T I'm tryin my best now. I tryin to give him e best, treat him good. Give him wadeva he needs, even my life i oso give lo. >< Isit stupid and silly? And u all mai influence me to leave him pls. My brain and my heart now unstable u noe? ZzZ. I wan love him la. I wan take care him can? ;diao My parent have high hope on me for this r/s. Pls dun be spoiler le la. Iyo!!! Dun make me San Xin Liang Yi. ;lala

I LOVE KENNEDY CHAN !!!

2009-10-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time, there a gal who met a guy. Being together, the gal feel so blissful with the guy. The gal even have her plan for their future. The gal love the guy deeply. The gal won't expect much from the guy. As long as the guy love her, she's contented. Whichever the guy needs anything, the gal will try her best to give him everything he like. On the gal birthday, the guy celebrate with her. She was happy. The gal have decided that she finally found the love that she wants. She looking forward for their future.
Nightmare appeared. The guy ex-lover is back. All the gal hope have smash. The gal is struggling with the hope that she want. She even want to sacrifice and give up all she have in hand to make the guy happy. Although the gal cannot bear to leave the guy, she trying hard to make the guy hate her, detest her and don't want her just to let the guy leave her. It's really hard to let go the guy that you love. But left with no choice, the gal try to chase the guy go. The gal doesn't want the guy to be with her cause the guy think, she's innocent, she's silly, she might do something stupid. The gal doesn't want that reason to keep the guy she love. She rather give up.The gal heart is seriously broken and shatter.
She want to start all new afresh. Forget everything, continue the life that the gal n the guy previously have. Is it possible for them to start all over again?
The gal want to give a chance to start all over again. The gal know that the guy not yet forgotten the ex-lover, the gal feel so hurt and lost. What should the gal do? The gal cannot live without the guy. Cause she already given her life toward this relationship. Her last wish is, she want the guy to love her wholeheartedly otherwise the gal will left with no choice but to leave the guy.
The gal want the guy to know that, If happen i really make up my mind and leave you. Don't feel sad and guilty. You didn't feel sorry for me. And do not feel sorry for me. Maybe my appear in your life is a wrong decision. Maybe it's time for me to give up whatever i have. U may think i'm cruel. But i'm sorry. I rather be the bad person than you be the bad person.Don't feel bad. Alright. You will surely find your happiness. Do not ever think of negative. A person might change.Maybe your friend is correct, shouldn't care about our feeling and follow whatever decision you want. The time we spent in singapore flyer, i'm happy le. The wishes that we make, may not come true anymore and so my bdae wish. Promise me, stay happy alway. Alright? I'm contented being with you all this while. Thank for being with me. Thank for your care n love. Really appreciate :)

2009-09-27T18:49:00.000-07:00

27.09.09 - Happy 4mths Anniversary. I Love you.

28.09.09 - I'm kinda sad. I got no laughter in my life anymore. My life all filled with darkness. I numb myself by cutting myself. I ate medicine to feel no pain in my heart. I vomitted blood. I dunno wad is happening to me now. He didnt come home ytd night again. He dunno how to face me. T.T I do not know how to face him too. I got no appetite to eat oso. My heart is cryin. Im in pain. I dont want him to leave me. I reali dunwan. I love him alot. I'm so afraid that he will go back to her. I reali scare. I dunwan to lose him. I willing to gif up everything including my life jus nt to lose him. I reali love him. I noe He need time to think, i noe he stress. So at e moment i wun pester him. No matter wad his decision. I'll still respect his decision. I alreali have mentally prepare tt one day he wil leave me for sure. So now i will treasure every moment we have. I whole body got no energy, mayb i ate too much medicine. My brain veri giddy veri pain. I'm in pain now. ;sob 爱一个人很心苦担被爱是辛福的

2009-09-25T18:06:00.000-07:00

25 Sept 09 - After work, went to white bar for gathering with company staff. Baby was invited by Roy. We went there for drinks. Baby drink alot. Still dunwan ctrl, stil go for 2nd round with his bro at Qi Li Xiang. Hais. He dunno how to ctrl himself. Drink stil wan drive. I waited for him til 8am +. He told me he slp in e carpark. I gave him 30 miss called, scare smt might happen to him. Came back he told me his car skidded at Expressway den nearly buang. HAIS. Totally disappointed. He keep sayin srysrysry. I wanted to forgive him, but den i wouldn't. His not in e fault. It's my fault. I dun mean to ignore him, but he make me worried lyk hell lo. ;cry. I dun hae any slp at all jus to wait for him to be home. I'm very giddy now. Fever is on me now ><>< I dun mean to ctrl baby. I give him freedom but he takin advantage. T.T How can i believe him wor? Sometime i ask myself, Do he reali love me? Do he reali care for me? I wouldn't ans my que though. I need his care, i need his love. I dunwan other. ;sob. Baby recently keep giving me double eyelid. double eyelid = pek cek/angry. I dunno wad happen leh. But i tolerate, i dunno how long i wanna tolerate. I might burst. Volcano eruption. But i endure. Nvm, coz i treasure this relationship, so i give in. No matter what he done or how he treated me, i will still love him as ever. Tml is our 4mths anniversary. ;yay I love him so much. I'm planning where to go. Hehe. ;laughs. LOVES!!!

2009-09-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

19.09.09 - My bdae is over. I'm enjoyin on Sat 19.09.09. My company give me a BIG SURPRISE present sia. Bring me for a BIG MAKEOVER. Thank michelle for e big surprise hor. hahaha! Baby waited for me for 4hr + . OMG. I tot im gonna make him angry. hehe. But den baby nvr angry. Woot. Muacks. Den baby bring me to Shore Restuarant. Wow. E food there nicenice. But too bad, nvr take photo. =p *Droolin* Night time went for pubbing til morning 6am. Enjoying. NICE!!! I love you baby. Muackss.

20.09.o9 - WTH, Went for my car practical. HAHA! Totally shaggg lehhh. zzz. AND again. Went to pub wit baby, ben, houson, alvin and of coz me la. HAHA! 2 days of drinkin. It gonna burn my liver sooner or later =x Went home at abt 5am +. Yawnss.

21.09.09 - Went for seafood international buffet at east coast wit baby, ben and houson. Enjoy eating. Here the food: *Droolin*

Nice Rites? HAHA!!! Yummy Yummy. After eating, went to pasir ris. Baby want buy fishfish. After buying, went to ikea, bought some stuff and went back home to set up e fish tank. Finishing, went to chomp chomp to yumyum. too bad, no photo hahaha!!! Finish eating, Home Sweet Home :)

Here some photo of me n my beloved :D

Sweet not? hahaha. Bleahs lalala~

2009-09-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

CountDown : 2 Days :D

Ytd after baby get carcar, we went to loyang. But carpark full and nvr bring cashcard so, we head down to eat beancurd haha. followby we went to cineleisure. Wanna watch movie. but den all very late. haha!

So we went to sengkang big carpark. I play baby carcar haha! But den i onli wan to play in e carpark. I nvr tot of going outside e road lo. Sob. Den i get scoldin. Somemore, y i drive this way coz he say this "Windy in carpark 1 round den go road drive. somemore no pass BTT" WTH!!! He comparing me n her. Everything WINDY WINDY WINDY!!! Did he think of my feelin not? Here WINDY there WINDY. Everything oso WINDY! tt y i no mood to drive at all. He will nvr noe how i feel. When i dunwan to play e car le. He went to 7-11, he say he wan to create a blog says, my gf drive blablabla. Den i more sad le. I wanted to shoot back "Go create lo, Den link up ur WINDY. Let her see how lousy is ur gf drivin skill!" But of coz, i din shoot back. Coz i dunwan ltr quarrel wit him o. I dun lyk o quarrel. Quarrel no good. So i endure :) I gif in o. Sometime he see me attitude is i bluff bluff de. I wan to make him angry and see him angry. Hehe. Den i mus act act abit. hehe.

I hope me n baby no more quarrel le. I wan lovely lovely de. Cause i really care this relationship oh. And i reali love him too <3

2009-09-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

COUNTDOWN : 4 Days

My bdae is comin, Weet~ Ytd baby psp spoil. Battery short circuit lo. Jus bought de, jiu spoil. iyoo. So we went to amk to buy lo. Hopefully dun spoil le. Hehe. Baby so funnie, Says: In future we married, i wan rent 6 lambo. Den run at expressway 200km/h. HAHA!!! Den in my mind, i was thinkin. He reali will marry me ma? But of coz "I WANT" So Kennedy Chan you beta keep your promise to marry me, If not i cut off ur kuku :P

Tdy mornin, Baby wake up wan go work. Hehe. Den he tot i nvr folded his smart 4. Den i bluff him, ask him folded himself hahaha. Actualli i folded le, i hide inside cupboard. HAHA! I so boring in office. Tdy at paya lebar, bring 2 laptop to work. Play audi and tag heart lo. HAHA. Jialat, recently my memory abit sot le. Keep dream of smt weird weird de. Haywire leh. LOL! Hmmm. Nvm Nvm. Only a dream, doesnt matter de o. ^^ I start to miss baby le. Hehe. Shh Shh. Im so freakin bored leh. ><" Stil got 3hr off work. OMG! Baby tdy need go home take cig. So mayb i go home put laptop den mit him at his home. haha! clever me~ Den go back my hse, go amk take CD. Weet!!! Recently nth to post. Coz no go out. So pardon me oh.

MUACKS!!!

2009-09-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

Sad Sad!!! Ytd baby fa pi qi on me :'( Coz he promise me wan bring me go buy salad de. But den he forgotten end up nvr buy. Den actualli i was playin in e msg. How i noe baby suddenly lyk so worked out. Den i was stunt, so i oso angry le. I mayb oso overboard lo, coz i scold him T.T I caps my words in msg sayin, "nvm, I DUNWAN TO BUY LE" Den he reply "Cap right . Fine". So i reply "KP LA" Den he reply "Suan ." And i reply "BYE". ><><>< He told me tt, no 1 dare to scold him KP haha. ops~ And he say he was angry, and wanted to go home. But den he fang bu xia me at home. hehe. I hear til this word, i was so guilty for scoldin him leh. T.T
Sry baby, I dun mean to scold u KP de. sob. Will u forgive me? and love me ma? T.T I'll ctrl my temper de. And so u're. Dun alway scold me. When u scold me, i will sad sad de. Sob. Please love me more :P MUACKS!

2009-09-11T01:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy that i passed my FTT. Yay. TP date on 07.01.10 LOL! Weet. Thk to baby help me hiong to take e trial test arbo i cnt take FTT hehe. Baby, i nvr disappoint u o. Weet. 8 More Days to my Birthday <3>< Den sometime treat me fierce fierce. Sob. T.T
I Nvr treat ur hse as hotel lo. Dun malign me. T.T What i mean is, can tag heart at home. Den if tag heart tired, den go back home slp. This is my meanin. Sob. I'm findin my programme tml xD Tml baby gg to sch for his dunno semo event. Den i nth to do, askin my fren out. haha! But dunno wher to go LOL! Yawns. 1more hr finish work xP
I go do my work le. Tata~ See see see~ Alway lyk to peek at my blog. LOL! Buay tahan you. MR.CHAN!!!

2009-09-08T19:40:00.000-07:00

Ten more days to my BIG DAYS!!! Hahas. Still planning sia. Baby can you stop peekin my blog. You very bad leh. Alway peek when im beside you. Den make me shyshy. Kick you lo!!! Jialat, tml FTT le. sob. I scare fail sia. Sure fail de. Coz all question very difficult. Den i so stupid de. Hais. Die le lo. My leg have numb since last thursday, dunno wad happen o. Hmm. In office nth to do. So come here blog abit =x LTr gonna study for my FTT le. Hope can pass o. ^^ Tata.

Mr. Chan, Peek at my blog hor. Pls rmb to tag oso la. Stingy leh you!!! Bleah :P

2009-09-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

Weet, backbackback~ hahaha!!! Din go out since e 1st of sept. hahaha. Work le go home and audi and slp. Everyday routine is e same!!! HAHAHA!!! My bdae comin =D 19 September Saturday. Still plannin wher to go and how to celebrate. Headaches sia. What things will baby gif me or he wun gif anything? hehe. Nvm. He got gif or nvr gif, no diff. Coz i dunwan any present. Haha!!! So mani yrs inside, i nvr receive any present. So i din hope to receive any. ^^ Thursday actual FTT lai le. Scare Scare~ Hopefully dun fail. >< and Work load start to increase. Haha!!! Pray pray can pass oh. Anyway, Tel u all 1 secret. Trial test is baby help me pass de. He get 50/50 leh. So clever. Nvr study oso can pass de. OMG sia!!! Y his gf me so stupid de. Sobs!!! T.T Countdown 12days to my bdae~ Weet!!!

There nth for me to be afraid of,
There alway a angel protecting me.
And e angel is You~
I Love You Baby Kennedy. <3
Jus lyk PP_Blossom love PP_Wolf.
Eternity Promise tt both we made.

2009-08-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

27 Aug - After work, went back home quickly and bath. Movie start at 8.05pm. Fast fast rush to AMK hub to watch Final Destination 4. HAHAHA!!! Not bad. Sound Effect is solid but screen not tt horror. LOL!!! Rating 4/5. Worth it. And today is our 3rd mth anniversary. Tot baby forgotten, T.T But he din. Still he pack up my room for me :D Love him oh. HAPPY 3rd Month Anniversary BABY!

28 Aug - Went to work as usual. Din travel around coz no transport. Lazy to outing oso. HAHA! At night audi-ing wit baby :D Baby use noob acc to married me le. :D Love ya. Coz his main and my main alreali married to someone else. hahaha! But it's ok. He promise to ROM wit me once he ORD. lalala~ I noe you will peek at my blog. TT Y IM WRITING HERE TO REMIND YOU TO ROM WIT ME ONCE YOU ORD. I DONT CARE~ HAHA! Rmb your promise u made to me. IN LOVES!

29 Aug - Finish work went to SSDC for my FTT trial test. WTH. i got study leh. But i disappoint baby. I get 40/50 for trial. OMG. Baby sure du lan me de. He spent his time explainin and studyin with me. Yet i still fail. Hais. Monday still got another test. Must jyjy! But cfm FAIL de lo. So difficult. SOB!

30 Aug - Stay at home whole day. Slp till 2pm+. Baby went for bike prac while im zzz at home~ hahaha. SHIOK leh. Night we got steamboat for dinner =3 So nice e steamboat. Weet! Nth much to do.Online-ing playin game lo. Slept late at night, kick baby out of bed. hahaha! Yawn~

31 Aug - Workin rite now and bloggin. Baby MC tdy. I cnt MC anymore. Kana Aim le. Sob. He now otw back home. Hehe. Got 1 day MC, he gg hospital tml to get another 1. LOL! Bad Bad. Tonight got FTT Trial Test. Jialat. Din prepare myself much wor. So bored. How i hope dun need to work. stay at home be a taitai sia. T.T PS. Im dreamin away ><

2009-08-25T20:47:00.000-07:00

8th - 13 Aug - Travelling around in Singapore like Xin Fu Xiao Nu-ren with baby in carcar~

14th - 20 Aug - Was MC for 7days -.- Bored to death le. Did sneak out for some air. HAHA!!! Same thing, drive around in singapore lo. Either watch movie, eat or shopping. Baby bought a GUCCI bag ohh. And baby mother bought a GUCCI wallet. hahaha!!! BAby Loves his GUCCI bag, He dun LOves me le T.T Whack him~ I noe he Loves me and I Loves him too. lalala~ Anyway, Baby bought a Swensen Ice cream cake for my mummy, her bdae. Happy Birthday Mummy.

21 Aug - Went to work as usual, Nth special for da days. Travellin in singapore and went back home. Went to AMK hub to watch movie at 9+ "Turning Point" Nice movie :D

22 Aug - Work till 1pm, went home to take a nap till 6.40pm. Went to bath and make up, baby n i went to kallang to fetch Michelle, Zhang min and Anthony for dinner. We went for Jumbo Seafood wit bosses, kerry, and us. Enjoyin e course meal. Delicious. Thumb up~ Finish dinner went to mit up xueping n her bf and we head down to Bugis TopOne for Singing session. Spent there till 5am and went back home.

23 Aug - Sleep till 2+ afternoon. Yawns. Tdy daddy bdae. So i prepare myself and went for my very 1st Practical. hahahA! Baby send me there and finishin baby send me back home. Back home nap awhile and wake up for STEAMBOAT at home~ Weet!!! Recently lyk to slp alot lo. Lyk pigpig le. Baby say i lyk pigpig. slp longer den him T.T He also pigpig lo. sob sob. Follow that, It's tym for daddy to cut his cake. WOW!!! Abt 1+am we went to Cineleisure to watch movie. We watch "The Proposal". It a very nice movie. :D

24 Aug - MC 3days, Michelle send msg and say, Boss face black black and ask me to have self discipline. WTH!!! Ppl sick oso not i wan. Den i was so angry and i dun bother to reply. I noe my MC is gettin worst. But den oso not i wan de ma. Nvm. Was lookin for a jobs. This job can learn alot of thing. But e pay is too little to survive for a month. Mm. Mayb endure for few more mth and quit ba. No choice. hehe. Return car back and now no more transport T.T Cannot anyhow go places le. sobsob. Have to take busbus n traintrain >< style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">25 Aug - MC 2nd days, nth much to do. stay at home - slp, eat, onlining. Nth much to do. 8+pm went to hougang mall wit baby n my bro. Went there for dessert and baby bought a keyboard and bro bought necklace for his gf. Went back home and online again. slept at abt 3am+ Yawns~~ TIREDDDDDD!!!

26 Aug - MC 3rd days, but am returnin to work. So here am i, wake up at 8.15am, preparing and went to HQ take laptop and head down to EH. Shag sia. Everyday have to wake up early. Sian. Boss super on recently. Tired oso. Miss baby ohh. Sometime i so noisy, oso dunno baby will sian me fan not? ><>

~BABY VEGETABLE LOVES BABY TOMATO~

2009-08-11T00:06:00.000-07:00

Fri, 7 Aug was so shagggggggg!!! din reali slp. nap for a pathetic 1.5hr nia >< Yawn

Sat, 8 Aug as usual, went to work in e mornin and came back home in e afternoon. Baby no fetch me so i went home myself =)) Baby went for fren bdae lunch i tink. So he cnt make it to fetch me home. Reached home, i was so tired. Was waitin for baby back home, end up i received his msg sayin he need to attend scout thingy and back around 7pm. I was so tired and i din reply him ohh. And i went to my lala land =)) He came back around 2-3+ pm to chng and he went out agn. He back home around 6.55pm as he promises me. I love my boy. Washed up, prepare everything. We went out, wanted to watch where got ghost, but all are fully booked. =(( So went back home.

Sun, 9 Aug wake up late, went out shoppin. Watch movie wit baby, xp n anthony at Cineleisure. Finishin, went for sheesha. Followby, wit baby go mit his fren at pub. Went home at abt 6+am. Went to jalan kayu eat prata. Went home after that.

Mon, 10 Aug wake up at 3.30pm. Prepare everything and went out for lunch cum dinner at Heeren de Shokudo. Follow by, went to GUCCI boutique. Baby bought a black GUCCI wallet. and i wanted to buy 1 but i scare i regret spendin on a wallet. So i decided to turn my head off to PS. Baby bought me a GUESS wallet. I'm contented =)) Baby told me that he's meetin his fren. So i told him, since nth to shop and i was not feelin well. I told him let go home den. He was so funnie, He say: I pei u shop, i nvr ps u uh. HAHAHAA!!! I oso din angry at all wor. I volunteer to go home de. So dun wry. He went out to watch movie. Me from hougang went down to Woodlands and to The cathay and to Boat quay. Baby come fetch me home after he send his fren back home =D Reached home, i tink of my past again ='( I cant forget wad happen tt day. This have been my nightmare for 5yr since im 15. I hate it. Luckily, Baby console me. Baby say he will protect me no matter what. Thks baby T.T

LOVE YOU OHH~!

2009-08-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

Ytd, baby bring me to changi to have a romantic dinner. Facing the seaview, with aeroplane flyin ahead and come along candle. It's jus lyk havin a candle night dinner. Very romantic ohh. Finish eating, went to OCH see see, very dark and scary. Have a veri hard feelin, so din alight and make a U-turn out. Den baby suddenly wanna go pub, so he make phone calls to hou sheng. We then went home 1st while waiting for hou sheng to be rdy. We went to honey pub to drink. So happy ohh, baby 1st tym bring me along go pub. I think i was there, so he cant go anywhere wit his fren. But i told him, it's ok if he wanna go. Sry baby, if im getting in ur way =( Reached home at abt 6.30am. Went for shower. It's abt 7am. Was so shag. Wake up at abt 8.30am. Slept for 1.5hr. OMG!!! Baby still slpin soundly at home. So shiok!!! I wan to slp oso. Yawn. Dunno wad programme for tonight =P

2009-08-05T00:06:00.000-07:00

Ytd baby bring me and his mother to Marina de Paris to have our dinner. -droolin- The food was so nice ohh. But den suddenly moodless, everytime went out wit baby. Den he will suddenly have programme. I HATE HIM!!! Sooooooo, i find my own programme, go pub drink lo. Although i dun lyk to drink, but i force myself to drink. Everytime got "xin shi" i got no 1 to turn to. So i prefer to keep it to myself. Baby everytime go out, dunwan to bring me along. Den alway lyk to left me at home. FK HIM LA!!! He think i lyk him, got alot of programme. Alway lyk to left me alone at home. FINE!!! He dun regret 1 day, i curse and swear!!! I HAVING A FK UP LIFE!!!

2009-08-03T20:58:00.000-07:00

Fri, i was very sad. T.T My heart shattered. No words can describe how i feel. Luckily, baby coax me and he's felt so bad that he angryin me and vent anger at me. He apologise and ask for forgiven and i forgiven him. He promise not to shout at me, angry me. He says he will treat me better. And of coz, i'm happy (= Thanks baby for ur cares n concern.

Sat, i was so moodless. ><>re movie start, went parklane to play lan wit Xueping n Anthony while waitin for baby to fetch us back to cine. Thanks baby for turning up for the movie.

Sun, went to find baby ah ma to bring her to mandai cremetory. After that went back home, take a nap. zZz. Wake up send ah ma back home. Went to buy beancurd for my parent. Thanks baby for buying beancurd for my parent.

Mon, went to work in the morning, evenin time baby fetch me and went home to change and head down to vivo to watch The Hangover. I was hungry after watchin movie but i see baby face lyk so shag so i bluff him, im not hungry and we head home. When was about to sleep, baby told me that his fren got prob dunno wanna go down find them. So i took e initiative ask him go down find them. Indeed i was angry, but i dunwan show it to him. I dunwan because of me, he lose all his brother. When im angry, i rather kept it to myself den i show it to other. So when he went out, dunno wad happen to me, i was so frustrated. I throw all my bears, pillow down to the floor. And i fall aslp after tt. When he came back, he tot that i was angry him and wan him to slp on e floor LOL! Baby, how could i let u slp on the floor leh. I wan oso let u slp in the toilet. opss =X In e end, baby cook his delicious egg egg for me. Thanks baby for ur care.

I LOVE YOU!!! S2

2009-07-29T00:01:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! Baby finally stay out le. So now he work from 8am to 5pm oh. haha! Everyday can see him le =P He stil feel so sick oh. T.T Ytd he come my hse le. He say he want to go compass point eat pi dan porridge but den he told me he's weak no strength to ride bike. Nvm lo, so i take money from him, $20 *Blink Blink* come back left $4 hahaha! I very good le leh. Ppl call me Da Xiao Jie de lo. Wun move my butt go outside de lo. HAHA!!! Wad i did is, i went to compass myself to buy porridge for baby eat leh. hahhaa!! dunno he's touch ma? T.T Do he take things for granted? humpt. hopefully not lo. hehe.

I still got 3hrs to knock off. YAWN!!! Feel so slpy de lo. hahaa!! Alot of thing need to be done. Work so stress. Im waiting baby to come visit me tonight. hehe. Tdy baby overslept. haha. 7.20am den wake up o. My phone alarm not workin or i slp till too soundly. hahaha! den he faster chiong back home chng. hehe. We stay near near. I stay Hougang, He stay SengKang. 4 Traffic Light nia hahaha!!!

I wish baby everynight hug me slp, kiss my forehead before we slp soundly. hehe. AND COAX ME TO SLP!!!MUAHAHAHA!!! If baby feelin well on this saturday, we gg to Hong Kong Cafe. I miss e food leh. hehe. YUMMY YUMMY. *Droolin*

Baby now driving, cnt msg me. so i guai guai do work in office. hehe. work load is gettin higher n higher hahaha! Cant wait to see baby tonight =D tata~

2009-07-20T22:16:00.000-07:00

wah. now den i know i have been MIA for such a LONG TYM!!! muahaha!!! mm. nth much to say, jus got my new life wit my new bf. He's now not feeling well o. so sad. and he's resting. hoho. Anyway, my bro come out le. hehe. kinda miss him. ><
So boring de sia. Everyday routine schedule, wake up go work, finish work go home, after tt stare at my lappy and waitin for tym to slp. hahaha!!!
Baby bluff me =( he say wan bring me go work de. End up dun hae, sob. haha. He givin lame excuses lo. -ANGRY- but it's ok. I noe he's sick. he say he having fever now. OMG! so leaving my hse, he went to compass mit his fren after tt he went home le. haha. we msn-ing awhile den i tink he fall aslp le lo. PIGGY CHAN!
Ytd me n baby go kovan eat "dou hua" den after tt went opp eat durian. the durian 2.5kg, $37 sia!!! hahaha! Mao Shan Wang Durian -.- Wad e diff sia =.= hahaha! nvm. long long 1 tym eat. it's ok ohh. huhu!!!
Alright, gtg. see when im free come here update update. I'll be updatin my sis baby photo n ton of photo for me to upload hahaha! ciao~

backieee

2009-05-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

Yo fren fren fren, im backiee. will try blog often =.= all lai audi play leh. haha. lalala~~ nth to do ohh. alway stone stone stone. wan to become stone le >< update tml =DD

I'm back

2009-04-22T06:44:00.001-07:00

WEET!!! Do you guys miss me? HAHA! IM BACKIE!!! Welcome me back x) oh. all this while, wad im doing. guess? haha! of coz im working, online gaming, doin my blogshop lo. HEY!!! Do support http://the-blackboutique.blogspot.com for elegant bag hook, dresses & tops =) LOL! Now kana hook by facebook liao. thanks to those intro me 1 uh. hai si wo la!!! xD siao liao, bangkok stil in a mess sia. how to go? anyway, im gg on 14may - 18may. WTH. please stop rioting leh. wait til i come back singapore den u all start back uh. haha! so baddie. now im gg to play my facebook liao. will keep updated. hoho. tata =)

2009-03-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

YOYO!!! So long no blogging le. miss me not? haha! going to hospital ltr for checkup. last few days, high fever. 38.7 gg to reach 39 degrees. wasted $64.90. but ok la. got cure. ltr gg to spent again for my checkup. WTH. How i wish money can drop from the sky. who wan gif me money. haha! if can, strike 4D. hehe. DREAMING UH!!! SIANX. WOW. recently my fren keep skyping wit me. den disturb me. haha! but not bad, quite fun. LOL! update sometime ba =)

2009-03-09T21:17:00.000-07:00

Weet. I'm back to blogging le. Recently so tired and slpy. Doing research for regional office. Stress! OMG. company staffs all pay will kana cut soon. HAIS, dunno can survive with those amount ma. pay so little le, stil wan kana cut. boss nvr spare a tot for us, onli noe his own good. WTH. Work for him oso sianx liao. no mood to help him work anymore. The pay jus increase now gg to deduct again. GOT MACHIAM DUN HAE SIA!!! after deduction, depend isit alot not. if alot den i shallsay byebye to them le. Head pain. I feel so sick ><

2009-03-03T04:41:00.001-08:00

Finally back. Now looking for supplier for taiwan, korean, bangkok and singapore (= hais. But still cannot found any. Any lobang not? So boring de. >< At home do nth oso. May gg Bangkok. Any good place recommend? =)

2009-02-26T19:08:00.000-08:00

Now sitting in the office do nth. hais, so boring wor. Now lookin for things to do le. OH. I'm going to take my basic trial test le. But den i must pass my Theory Trial test den i can take that basic. WTH. once i'm done with my basic i gonna take final. everything ok le. go take private instructor. more cheap but wait super long ><><>

2009-02-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

Nth much to do lo. same things. i tink i sprain until my back le. so pain. i shall not stay too long on lappy. update tml. ciaoo~

2009-02-23T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yoyo, Im back for blogging le. Yawn. Ytd not free to blog. So today update ba. Mm, Ytd my sister baby Full month so we celebrate wit our fren and relative. So, i invited my good fren of coz, Xueping, Jasmine, Eileen. LOL! Xueping went back at abt 4-5+pm so i wait for jas and eileen to come lo >,<><>

My sister

My sister 2

My brother & his fren

Mother

Cousin Daughter

Cousin Daughter

Me And Mummy

Hugging my pig ><

Me and Eileen

Our feast

Me and Eileen

Jasmine

Siaocharbor jasmine

2009-02-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

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-Support GPRS
-Analog TV
-PDA
-FM Radio
-E-book Reader
-Digital Camera
-Support 2 Sims Cards
-3.0"QVGA"
-Touch screen
-MP3/MP4 players
-Length :16cm
-Width :1.5 x 5cm

INTERESTED, PLS TAG =)

The Box (Back)

The Box (Front)

The Back

The Front

2009-02-21T07:33:00.000-08:00

Today wake up at 12pm. After that acc my sister, baby, and my maid to the Husband hse to baibai. >< Abt 4+ we went to Bugis lo to buy Wallet from Wallet shop =D. HAHAS! Buy for bebe de. Coz his wallet spoil le. Hehe. Now he book in lo~ Alone haha. Nvm got lappy entertain me. Now on9-ing lo. And Blogging. Going to slp soon. Tml got Buffet. LOL! Ciaossu

2009-02-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

LOL. Just link my meimei and didi and my cousin. Today my bebe got angry wit e guild leader wor T.T he onli jokes around den punkster bu shuang him. den say to bebe dun provoke me. den i ask y he say tt. he say he not in e good mood wadeva de. e prob is, even his not in good mood he shldn't vent on us de ma. Damn i dunwan quarrel, i jus put "FORGET IT LA" WTH sia. Suddenly bad mood den vent at us. we oso angry him tt since he got aya ingame, den jiu seldom play wit us unless aya nvr on9 lo. hais. oso dun wanna say infront of them. alot ppl feedback say tt they oso found out tt he alway wit aya. aiyo, tis is normal coz they are ingame cpl ma. even me and my bf ingame cpl oso play wit other. tt y i alway AFK. i on9 but AFK lo. aiyo. So tired. i shall go and koon le. update tml ba =D Anyway, i oso nvr angry wit punkster at all. coz i understand he need to acc aya-chan most. LOL! CIAOSSU!~

2009-02-19T20:44:00.000-08:00

Hello, I'm back. My fren complaint tt i nvr update my blog. WTH!!! THis few days, same things done lo. Nth much oso. Today special went to do my BRACES!!! I went to put Luminous Color, Green and Orange. Weet! And since Wednesday, I got Ai Xin Breakfast wor. WOW!!! mm. Now Eating and Blogging lo. >< Bebe mayb tonight coming out le. YAY!!! BUT he tml gonna book in for guard duty. SO SAD!!! TML my maid BDAE. My mum say mayb go out eat wor~ And take baby out too!And 22nd Feb 09 BABY FULL MONTH!!! Haha.Got Buffet to eat liao. SHIOK! YUAN DA, u shld be askin y i nvr invite u rite. hahaha,if u wan, u ask me now! LOL! I gtg work le. Update tonight =DDD

2009-02-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

Nth much to do. Supervising my new maid doing stuff. Trainin to adapt new environment >< On9 and blogging and play game nia lo. >< Ytd went with my colleague to chinatown to eat korean food not bad quite nice wor~ After that went to OG to buy baby stuff for Full month. Spent $169.50 >< for steamin bottle cum food warmer and drink warmer. LOL! Next went back home by Cab. too heavy things to take le. reaching home, saw my father, mother and gugu den went up tgt. Test the machine isit workin not, fine wit the machine after all. Missing bebe badly. Don't think he coming out this week le. Got to do standby or wad de >< carry baby jus now. hand aches. LOL! Ytd oso went to see doctor, den doctor refer me to Tan Tock Seng Hopital on 26 Mar 09. OMG! Hope tin goes smoothly. Dun operation beta. It's painful~ Now under treatment for 1 week. haha. anyway, I'm not having cancer or wad de. Hopefully everything is fine. Bebe oso concern abt me. Ask me TC! SO SWEET! <333 Ltr will be watchin anime again. Getting more and more nicer. Today stay at EH whole day, luckily no witches there. NO COMPLAINT. good! Den went back to CH. hoho! Boss inside office today. SCARY! Nth much to say le. Tok tml~ Ciaossu

2009-02-15T03:18:00.000-08:00

WOOT!!! Now posting for 14/02/09 de Valentine~ Just came back >< OMG!!! so tired! Bebe bought me a GUESS wallet, a Teddy bear and a FLOWER!!! Weet. Follow by mit our friend which i call him yu'er or soul'er and we mit in at PS. We went to Cineleisure to watch underworld. WOW. the movie is nice, u can go for a watch. I shall end here and post some photo up. (MALI MALI HOOM)

FLOWER~

MONKEY

MONKEY

GUESS CARRIER

MY WALLET

WALLET

BOX BOX

SOUL'ER AND BEBE

MY VALENTINE PRESENT =D

2009-02-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hello. =DD Today bebe lai my hse le. <33><>KEEP SMELLING MY BREADOU LOAF!!! He oso say got BUTTER smell. muahaha. OMG~ eek, today msg someone bo reply. LOL! He told me his sad yesterday. OMG?! Wad happen to the person.? Today so peaceful, normally almost everyday. Got someone sure ask me to webcam. OMG! But today nvr PM me leh. HAHA!!! Miracle wor~ I go smokie le~ SHK = SIO KUN KI!!! Ciaossu~!!!

2009-02-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

yoyo. today nth much to do. so boring. missing bebe~ T.T

so boring nowadays, on9 and put afk, went to watch anime =D

bebe recommend de. being ADDICTED. OMG!!! msging wit bebe now lo.

he tml den come out, BUT he go home acc his mother. YAY!!! sat VALENTINE leh!!! Weet~ Bought 2 BIG RED APPLE BEAR WITH A PINK HEART for both of us. spent le $160+. OMG!!! Each bear cost $69.95. LOL!

FRONT BACK TOP

Still got 3 Breadou Loaf. Each $11.95. OMG!!! One tym once. It's okie ><

It actualli a wrist rester or relieve stress when u squeezes it. DO NOT EAT ALTHOUGH IT'S LOOK REAL AND THE SMELL IS LYK BUTTER!!! ROFL!!!

Do you feel lyk eating it?! haha. Yummy Yummy~

2009-02-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

wee, finally done wit my blog le. so tired. now den i noe bloggin is so tired sia >< Nvm, look at those baby photo. so cute. haha. Kawaii~ops